🔥🌙🖤Chapter 1; Self-Titled Album Mashup🌎🍁🥀
🥀💛❤💚My Self Titled Mashup/My Little World (Featuring My Own Lyrics, Stories, Opinions, and Insanity)💚❤💛🥀
💛💚💛💚*Hey it's yo girl Izzy, yo favorite piece of trash, back at it again with more Mindlessness and Insanity. So idk what to call this but it is stories, lyrics, and ideas I made up and put in between lyrics. This is for Self Titles only but I reference Trench a lot cuz I think it has a lot to do with the concept of this album. I hope you enjoy. And yes I mentioned Clancy a lot, so get over it you silly creatures, and all y'all cowards think that your the only "Holy One" can go to Dema and see what pain and darkness is really like. Jk. 😂😂Anyways, if any of y'all cowards needs me, or even if you don't, I'm here for you, I'm gonna be there and help in any which way shape or form I possibly can, no matter what it takes I won't desert your flight. So Stay Alive my beautiful diamonds, my Frens my Frens, I thank you all for carrying on alive. So without further ado, here's some beautiful pieces of trash you can add to your collection. Your Life Matters && We Will Get Thru This, Together! OK Fren? Okay. Excuse me while I sing to the sky.
*ATTENTION. ALL THE WORDS AND SENTENCES AND PARAGRAPHS AND ANYTHING WITH THIS SYMBOL *, ON IT IS MINE! The rest is the original lyrics.
I forgot to stay alive. 💛💛
*Listen up everyone,
*System shut down in 15 minutes
*You will all be assigned
*A unit in the mind
*Listen Listen, OK EVERYBODY QUIET
*That includes you Clancy
*No it doesn't Nico, you wish
*Excuse me, could you PLEASEEE LEAVEEE
*okay that's it! That is the LAST TIME I ever here backsass from you Clancy
Or you will be sent to the chambers
*Nico, my mind is already a prison anyways, and guess what. You would be nothing without Tyler. So uh. Hush it
*OK THAT'S IT! CLANCY GET OUT,
says who----
*You have no power over me. Nico. So go do something useful
*Clancy your getting on my last nerve
*
*Blurryface to the front desk, I repeat Blurryface to the front desk*
*TYLER SAVED ME NICO! AND YOU DESERVE HELL FOR TORTURING HIM I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM NICO
*that's to bad Clancy. What's done is done
NICO GO AND SEE YOUR BOSS BEFORE I TELL THE WHOLE COMMUNITY OF DEMA THAT YOUR REALLY BLURRY FACE.
*Say one more thing Clancy and I'm putting you in the hole!
*NICO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE!
* *we need backup to DEMA HEADQUARTERS UNIT 3, CLANCY IS ACTING UP AGAIN. *
*Oh HELL NO NICO IT'S NOT EVEN TRENCH ERA YET.
*who made you time god?
* *I REPEAT BLURRY FACE TO THE FRONT DESK BLURRY FACE TO THE FRONT DESK*
* *at the front desk*
*So your Blurry face, Nico you can't be doing that. Clancy already got on your ass about it. And they are serious. Clancy will do literally anything to save, help, care, be there, fight for Tyler. And all you do is fuck up Tyler in every which way possible. And that involves giving up your power.
*NOT ON MY WATCH!
WATCH ME!
*5 hours later*
*Hello, my name is Clancy. Another version. Of him. And my real name is Izzy. I'm not a boy
I'm trying to help, be there, care, support, save, fix Tyler in anyway I can
Welcome. To.... Self Titled..... Sorry I was in between Trench and Dema. But I'm here now, right?
*Be Safe Out There!
I know you're not a liar and
I know you could set fire this day
Go ahead and make me look away
Strike me down, I am calling your
Lightning down from your dark hiding place
Go ahead and show me your face
*We all know Nico is Blurry face
*But Blurry is the one I'm not
*I've been controlled by darkness
*So used to it for most of my life
*Welcome to my mind. Izzy style
Reign down and destroy me
*Twist me around and play me
Reign down and destroy me
*Turn me upsidedown and save me
Reign down
*Twist around
I mean no disrespect
*We know you don't, Tyler
I am simply very perplexed by your ways
Why would you let us use your name?
*It's Blurry face to you honey
Reign down and destroy me
*Torture me and kill me
Reign down and destroy me
*I'll save Tyler from His demons
Reign down and destroy me
*Kill me instead of Tyler
Reign down and destroy me
*I'm a perfect mistake
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
*I'll catch you when you fall, Tyler
I'll keep the lights on in this place
*I'll cast the darkness away
Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away
*I'm a perfect mistake
*Sanity came way to late
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't, I don't wanna fall, fall away
I'll keep the lights on in this place
*I'll cast the darkness away
Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away
*Faking smiles day and night
I disguise
And I will lie
*I'm trying
And I will take my precious time
As the days melt away
And see the reminence of yesterday
As I stand in line
*Always losing my mind
And I die as I wait as I wait on my crime
And I'll try to delay what you make of my life
But I don't want your way
I want mine
*But I'm on the borderline
I'm dying and I'm trying
But believe me I'm fine
But I'm lying
I'm so very far from fine
*I feel the same way Tyler
*I. Am here until you don't need me
*And even when your OK I still won't leave
*Tyler your my shining star
And I
I can feel the pull begin
Feel my conscience wearing thin
And my skin
It will start to break up and fall apart
*Don't make this your fate
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I'll keep the lights on in this place
Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away
*Keep me with you my love
Every time I feel selfish ambition
Is taking my vision
*Questioning my existence
My crime is my sentence
Repentance is taking commission
It's taking a toll on my soul
I'm screaming submission and
I don't know if I am dying or living
Cause I will save face
*Is he talking about Blurryface
For name's sake
Abuse grace
Take aim to obtain a new name
In a newer place
But my name is lame
I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became
A new destiny to the grave
*Welcome to my world people
*Tyler deserves some peace
*And I
*But we
I can feel the pull begin
Feel my conscience wearing thin
*I'm crawling out of my skin
And my skin
It will start to break up and fall apart
I'll catch you when you fall
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I'll keep the lights on in this place
Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away
*Hi again. It's Izzy Um so basically Tyler doesn't want to lose himself, he also questioning his faith and himself. He's trying to figure everything out but in the process he is losing his mind and himself. He's trying his best. He is going through a lot of stuff. And he doesn't feel like he's alive anymore. But a part of him wants to stay. While the darkness and his demons are pulling him away. The reason why I inserted Trench in the Self Titled project is because some of the songs on Self Titled are about Trench. Including Face, or Blurryface. Cuz this has been going on longer than we think and know. It has a lot to do with DEMA, TRENCH, AND BLURRYFACE. Clancy is just Clancy. Anyone can be him. In there imaginations. But some of the lyrics I wrote and fit them in between the original lyrics. So let me tell you a story. From Clancy and myself. XxxX
____________
Your grandpa died
When you were nine
They said he had
Lost his mind
You have learned
Way too soon
You should never trust the Pantaloon
*Did he show signs he wanted to leave life
*Was he really alive
*Now it's your turn
*Watch your mind burn
To be alone
*Demons calling on the phone
Find a wife
And build yourself a home
You have learned
Way too soon
That your dad is now the Pantaloon
*
Did he treat you like you should
You are tired
You are hurt
*I am dying
*I am burnt
A moth ate through
Your favorite shirt
And all your friends fertilize
The ground you walk
.
*Don't let them control you, or who you are
Lose your mind
*I'm committing silent suicide
He's seen too many stare downs
Between the sun and the moon
In the morning air
*The moon is shining light for you
*The sun is blinding you from you
How he used to hustle all the people
Walking through the fairgrounds
He's been around so long
*So it's his time now my love
He's changed his meaning of a chair now
Because a chair now
Is like a tiny island in the sea of all the people
Who glide across the very surface
That made his bones feeble
The end can't come soon enough
But is it too soon?
Either way he can't deny
He is the Pantaloon
*The miles of land we roam
*The island of isolation
You are tired
You are hurt
I am dying
I am hurt
A moth ate through
Your favorite shirt
And all your friends fertilize
The ground you walk
Lose your mind
*Are you getting tired of me yet
You like to sleep alone
It's colder than you know
Cause your skin is so
Used to colder bones
*Your so used to the bad (I am)
*That you don't know how to take the good
It's warmer in the morning
Than what it is at night
Your bones are held together
*Our body is like a house
*One part can't stand up without the other
By your nightmares and your frights
*I'm committing silent suicide
You are tired
You are hurt
A moth ate through
Your favorite shirt
And all your friends they fertilize
The ground you walk
So lose your mind
*
I'm killing myself more everyday
You are tired
You are hurt
A moth ate through
Your favorite shirt
And all your friends they fertilize
The ground you walk
Lose your mind
Hello, we haven't talked in quite some time
I know I haven't been the best of sons
Hello, I've been traveling in the deserts of my mind
And I haven't found a drop of life
*I will make sure your alive, Tyler
I haven't found a drop of you
I haven't found a drop
I haven't found a drop of water
Water
I try desperately to run through the sand
As I hold the water in the palm of my hand
Cause it's all that I have and it's all that I need
*Love is all we need
And the waves of the water mean nothing to me
But I try my best in all that I can
To hold tightly onto what's left in my hand
*you've been surrounded
But no matter how, how tightly I will strain
The sand will slow me down and the water will drain
*Your a miracle, Tyler
I'm just being dramatic
In fact
I'm only at it again
As an addict with a pen
*We are becoming paper thin
Who's addicted to the wind
As it blows me back and forth
Mindless, spineless, and pretend
Of course I'll be here again
See you tomorrow
*Sundays are my suicide days
*No more pain no more sorrow
*For me at least
*Tyler keeps me alive
But it's the end of today
End of my ways
As a walking denial
My trial was filed
As a crazy suicidal head case
But you specialize in dying
*I specifically wanna save life's
You hear me screaming, Father
And I'm lying here just crying
So wash me with your water
Water
*CUT I SAID CUT! Clancy what did I tell you about saving Tyler
*YOU SAID THAT YOU ARE NOTHING WITHOUT TYLER
*Uh no Clancy, cut your shit, You've never met or even known Tyler
*Nico, you know my name not my story. And dont judge unless you've been in there shoes, listen Nico. You have demons too. You torture Tyler cuz your hurting yourself. Even tho I hate your guts I'm here for u. Everyone needs someone.
*Clancy, you don't need to save me, and you right. But I can't let the other bishops see it. All of our smiles are fake
Remember that one bishop that tried to save you from me Clancy?
*yeah, who was that??
*don't tell anyone u told you but, it was Keons, also known as "HeavyydirtySsoul"
He was my brother, and he betrayed me, so I decided I needed someone new to torture. So u chose Tyler. And then you., *well, I am not judging you for it.
Cuz a dream starts and a dream must end,
Hello, we haven't talked in quite some time
*Don't give up on me
*I've gaven up on myself
I know I haven't been the best of sons
Hello, I've been traveling in the desert of my mind
And I haven't found a drop of life
I haven't found a drop of you
*Who am I,
*Welcome to my twisted mind
I haven't found a drop
I haven't found a drop of water
Water
*so basically Tyler had a hard time of letting someone close to him go. He questions if he kept him alive for to long. Hence "is it too soon" or if he should not let him be in pain anymore. Cuz he wants to do all he can for him. Either the grandpa died naturally or killed himself. After telling everyone "I'm not leaving, I promise" in Addict With A Pen. He said he hasn't talked to God in quite some time. And he feels like a shit person. Tyler is ALWAYS HARD ON HIMSELF AND HE BEATS HIMSELF UP. he hides his pain by saying he's fine and fakes a smile. But I saw right thru him before he said that "I'm so very far from fine" cuz I fake my smile 90% of my life. But he's crying out for help and no one is listening. But I am here for him throughout his journey. 💛💛💛
___________
I feel for you, but when did you believe you were alone?
You say that spiders crawled inside
And made themselves a home where light once was
Petrified of who you are and who you have become
*I don't know who I am or I once was
You will hide from everyone
*I will be a someone
Denying you need someone to exterminate your bones
*
It's not your time, my love
Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
*I won't let you leave me
I know you want to leave
But friend, please don't take your life away from me
*suicidal tendencies, who I was meant to be
*Don't worry about me
*I will turn the world upside down
Living like a ghost, you walk by everyone you know
You say that you're fine, but you have lost your sway and glow
So I stopped by to let you know
*
You are a someone, far from a no one
Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
I know you want to leave
*if I kill myself will I be free?
But friend, please don't take your life away from me
Would you let me know your plans tonight?
*tomorrow is never promised
Cause I just won't let go 'til we both see the light
And I have nothing else left to say
But I will listen to you all day
Yes, I will
*I will care, help, be there in Anyway
*I fucking possibly can
Friend, please remove your hands from over your eyes for me
I know you want to leave
But friend, please don't take your life away from me
*Attention. Attention
*Trench will be on lockdown for 24 hours
*You will not eat, sleep, breathe, speak
*Unless you are spoken too
*CLANCY, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?
*Oh Nico your playing my game now
*Oh, is that so?
*Do you want me to talk at a pace you can comprehend??
*D9NT GIVE ME BACKSASS CLANCY, YOUR NOTHING AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NOTHING!!
*NICO I SWEAR, YOUR NOTHING AND WITHOUT ME YOU WOULDN'T EXIST!
*_CODE GREEN CODE GREEN, I REPEAT CODE GREEN _
*Hello, I am darkness,
*I will tear you up, possess you
*Hi my name is Insanity,
*I will eat you up, take over you
*I had a body once before,
*Nico got to powerful
*Tyler came and saved me
*The bullets in our brain
*I'm Izzy, I'm not normal
*Food is my enemy
*If not today there's always tomorrow
*Blurryface is an alternate creature
*From the one we call, the mind
*Hold on sweetheart, we're in for a wild ride
*I am HERE FOR ALL OF YOU, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES
*I ain't giving up on none of y'all
*I'm changing the world
*We grow stronger every second
*Remember one thing.
*STAY ALIVE!!
There's miles of land in front of us
*All our battle soldiers are in us
And we're dying with every step we take
We're dying with every breath we make
And I'll fall in line
*Tyler is different from the rest
*we are all in the battlegrounds
*a fight between darkness and light
*God and the devil are playing chess in our mind
A stranger's back is all I see
He's only a few feet in front of me
And I'll look left and right sometimes
But I'll fall in line
*we will save Tyler in time
No one looks up anymore
*We look down cuz we're unsure
Cause you might get a raindrop in your eye
And Heaven forbid they see you cry
As we fall in line
*Don't tell a soul, I will never fall in line
And about this time of every year
The line will go to the ocean pier
And walk right off into the sea
And then we fall asleep
*we will be chanting in our dreams
*no one hears our silent screams
And as we near the end of land
And our ocean graves are just beyond the sand
I ask myself the question "why I fall in line"
And then out of the corner of my eye
I see a spaceship in the sky
And hear a voice inside my head:
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me.'
*Take me to space and make me escape
Then the wages of war will start
Inside my head with my counterpart
And the emotionless marchers will chant the phrase:
'This line's the only way.'
*don't lose yourself in your mind
And then I start down the sand
My eyes are focused on the end of land
But again the voice inside my head says
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me.'
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me instead!'
'Follow me instead!'
'Follow me instead.'
'Follow me instead.'
Take me up, seal the door
I don't want to march here anymore
I realize that this line is dead
So I'll follow you instead
*well well well, look what we have here
*YOUR A COPY CLANCY
*atleast I'm a better version of you
*CLANCY SHUT IT! Your about 5 seconds away of being murdered
*I've already been murdered most my life
*Izzy!?
*yes, I know rock bottom, pain, darkness, hell and trauma from top to bottom.
*take her mask off, no one on the outside needs to know what goes on behind closed doors
*you don't know me, NICO!
And how the fuck am I a copy?
*your an idiot Clancy,
*even the most perfect thing has a flaw, and I help obsessively and your all enough, thank u for existing
*CLANCY I AM NOT TELLING YOU AGAIN, WE ARE IN MIND AREA 3 AND IF YOU VIOLATE OUR CODES, YOU WILL BE SENT TO THE HOLE IN DEMA
*Hello darkness my old friend
*DAMMIT CLANCY SHUT UP
*Well I'm the lead singer
*THAT'S FUCKING IT, SEND CLANCY TO DEMA HEADQUARTERS
*In time we will leave the city, for now we will stay alive
*OK first of all. We are in the Self Titled Era,
*Sorry Keons. I will obey you, but I'm not gonna listen to Nico
*YOUR NOT GONNA WHAT?
*listen to music while I sing to the sky
*I'm gonna miss this place Clancy
*Me Too Izzy.
*Remember to Stay Alive
So then you put me back in my place
So I might start another day
And once again I will be
In a march to the sea
He stays home from work this time
He never really told his wife
He never really told a lie
But this time he decides that it's alright
It's alright
No one really knows his mind
And no one knows behind his eyes
The man deserves a medal
But he's never really won a prize before
He goes to lock the door
He has fallen in love
He knows it's enough
But the world looks down and frowns
Get up, Johnny Boy, Get up, Johnny Boy
Get up, cause the World has left you lying on the ground
You're my pride and joy, you're my pride and joy
Get up, Johnny Boy because we all need you now
We all need you now
Someone said, "Away you go"
And someone said to you, "Goodbye"
They deflect the disrespect
When they say that they blame it on the times
They blame it on times
We all know you're qualified
To fix a chair and love your wife
We all know you're qualified
But they lie when they blame it on the times
Oh, they blame it on the times
He has fallen in love
He knows it's enough
But the world looks down and frowns
Get up, Johnny Boy, Get up, Johnny Boy
Get up, cause the World has left you lying on the ground
You're my pride and joy, you're my pride and joy
Get up, Johnny Boy because we all need you now
We all need you now
I will carry all your names and I will carry all your shame
And I will carry all your names and I will carry all your shame
And I will carry all your names and I will carry all your shame
Get up, Johnny Boy, Get up, Johnny Boy
Get up, cause the World has left you lying on the ground
You're my pride and joy, you're my pride and joy
Get up, Johnny Boy because we all need you now
Get up, Johnny Boy, Get up, Johnny Boy
Get up, cause the World has left you lying on the ground
You're my pride and joy, you're my pride and joy
Get up, Johnny Boy because we all need you now
Oh, Ms Believer, my pretty sleeper
Your twisted mind is like snow on the road
*so excuse me while i sing to the sky
Your shaking shoulders prove that it's colder
*suicide might look like the easy way out
*but it takes away yo pain
And passes it on to someone
Inside your head than the winter of dead
*follow your heart, remember your a someone
*don't give up., after all you've been thru
*your still here, staying alive & saving life's
I will tell you, I love you
But the muffs on your ears will cater your fears
My nose and feet are running as we start
To travel through snow, together we go
Together we go
We get colder as we grow older
We will walk so much slower
Oh, Ms Believer, my pretty weeper
Your twisted thoughts are like snow on the rooftops
Please, take my hand, we're in foreign land
As we travel through snow, together we go
Together we go
We get colder as we grow older
We will walk so much slower
I don't fall slow like I used to
I fall straight down
You've stolen my air catcher
That kept me safe and sound
*how am I still functioning?
*after how much I tortured and killed of me
My parachute's what got me
Safely to ground
But now the cord's not working
And I see you staring me down
*falling down from the painted sky
I won't fall in
Love with falling
I will try to avoid those eyes
*I try not to open my eyes
*bloodshot eyes in disguise
I think you would beat the moon in a
Pretty contest
And the moon just happened to be the
Very first thing that I missed
I was doing fine on my own and there
Wasn't much I lacked
But you've stolen my air catcher
And I don't know if I want it back
*I feel as if I was meant to fall
I won't fall in
Love with falling
I will try avoid those eyes
Cause I'm not sure I
Want to give you
Tools that can
Destroy my heart
*break my system apart
And I just don't say what you wanna hear
So I'll write my fears
And I don't believe in talking just to breathe
And falling selfishly
*hold on I'm vanishing
I won't fall in
Love with falling
I will try avoid those eyes
*I let out some silent cries
*bloodshot eyes in disguise
But now I'm here to
Give you words as
Tools that can
Destroy my heart
*tear me apart
*it's izzy again, okay so in Friend Please he's either talking about the clique or about himself. He's trying to stop the person from ending there life. Trying to help them in the best of his abilities. We all fake a smile at one point (I do it everyday) and no one sees behind there glowing eyes but one day there not glowing anymore. And no one knows the person's minds or what there going thru. They act like there OK to not disturb others. In March To The Sea, kind of the same concept. But Tyler is dying with every move And every breath. He's trying as hard as he can and he wants to take the easy way out and he doesn't know who he is or his place and purpose in life. But he keeps marching but he doesn't wanna be like everyone else. Like in society everybody follows a certain norm and Tyler wants to stand out and change the world. In Johnny Boy it's about a kid that has gotten a lot of hell in life and people don't accept him for he is. He wants to be loved and wanted. Tyler accepts him for who he is. And helps him overcome his demons and stays by his side until he's feeling decent and even after Tyler still sticks by his side.in Ms Believer Tyler is standing by his loved ones side, he will be with them no Matter how long or how much it takes and at the person's own pace. Cuz some go slower than others in recovery. Tyler is basically helping in anyway he can (which I can relate to, I relate to all of it. Everything I just mentioned about Ms Believer I am the same way, but I help way to much, and I do everything in my power to help in anyway I can no matter how long or what it takes and I will not give up on the person or myself. no matter what it takes) in Air Catcher, Tyler talks about the one thing that kept him motivated, taken away from him and he gets distracted with un important things and misses what he really needs to know, see, hear, think in life. He's avoiding his reality so he tries to distract himself with stuff to numb the pain. He cant depend on his "air catcher" cuz it's just a scape goat from reality. He doesn't wanna get used to the hell and pain and relapses and negatives in his life. But he has to face reality some how.
*AHEM! CLANCY GET OUT OF THERE
*what, I already am demonized anyways I mean I'm used to all the hell and trauma in my life. That it doesn't matter to me anymore, I fake a fucking smile everyday and I've had trauma from age 4 til July 2018 occurring 24/7 and me being Izzy is killing me. I help others obsessively and I gave you my body Clancy, I don't wanna be Izzy anymore, I kill and torture myself more every day, and my only purpose in life is helping others and making a difference, but people say I do it obsessively, and I hate myself so much. But Clancy you took my place and I greatly appreciate it. I'm here for all y'all until the end in every way possible and no matter what it takes im not giving up on these people. I would get beat to smithereens for all y'all. Clancy can you do me a favor?
*Sure, Izzy.
*Can you tell Nico that he doesn't have to be an ass all the time, cuz DEMA got on his ass too. He has x been thru some shit and he became cold hearted after his parents died, his form in human is Nico and his form in spirit and demon is Blurryface, so tell him that his existence is important and that he is worth it and he needs to stop torturing others to hide his pain. He is assigned here to be a demon. He was once a good guy. Tell Noah that. He is important. Okay?
*of course my love. Thank u Izzy.
**2 hours later
*WHERE THE FUCK IS CLANCY?
*How do I know, he went to go do meditation
*I don't give a flying fuck if he's singing to the sky again, he has an assignment he hasn't competed
*IM HERE NOAH, I JUST WANTS YOU TO KNOW THAT YO ARE IMPORTANT AND YOUR LIFE MATTERS AND YOU NEED TO STOP HIDING YOUR PAIN CUZ YOU DON'T WANNA BE A PRISONER OF DEMA AND YOU CAME HERE TO ESCAPE.
*, I think Clancy's on something
*, SILENCE! Clancy listen, you are not Izzy and you don't know shit about me, CAPECHE,?
*Oh Noah, you --
*Do NOT CALL ME Noah,
*well according to my calculations, I'm going to be dead in 30 days, so you have 30 days to try and break my codes
*CLANCY THAT IS IT I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU, NEXT SMART REMARK OF YOURS AND YOUR GOING STRAIGHT TO DEMA AND IF YOU CAN'T BEHAVE, YOU WILL END UP EITHER DEAD R PARALYZED!
*Nico, your such a beautiful peace of shit
*OK listen, I'm not arguing with you CLANCY, you are banned from singing to the sky,
*there's a universe inside all of us, so that means that....
*CLANCY, SHUT IT.
*excuse me while I sing to the sky
*HEY CLANCY IS DOING THAT THING AGAIN, CALL DEMA AND GET HIM A BED IN ONE OF THERE PRISON CELLS
You just fucked with the wrong bishop sweetheart
*,listen NICO I've already been there countless times and I've been in the deepest darkest parts. I. Am known for going there and so is Izzy. She knows pain, rock bottom, hell, trauma, and darkness from top to bottom. So NOTHING CAN STOP ME NICO, FUCKING TRY ME.
*Stay Alive Clancy, it's worth it I promise
*, KEONS SHUT YOUR MOUTH DO U WANNA GO FOR A VACATION TO THERE TOO.
*Clancy, lets go sing to the sky..
__________________
He wakes up early today
Throws on a mask that will alter his face
*Fakes a smile all day everyday
Nobody knows his real name
But now he just uses one he saw on a grave
*what if Blurryface has its own demons
And he pretends he's okay, but you should see, oh
Him in bed late at night, he's petrified
*I will protect you from the monsters
*that lay within us, that live under your bed, sometimes in your head
Take me out, and finish this waste of a life
Everyone gather around for a show
*it's hard to explain what goes on
*inside my complex mind
Watch as this man disappears as we know
Do me a favor and try to ignore
As you watch him fall through a blatant trapdoor
*Tyler, I will save, fix, help, care, and be there for you
*don't take your life, it's not yo time
*the brutal hell that kills us inside
He thinks that faith might be dead
Nothing kills a man faster than his own head
*overthinking and can barely speak our mind
He used to see dreams at night
But now he's just watching the backs of his eyes
*can't hide from reality forever
*losing ourselves and our minds
*our sanity is gone down the drain
And he pretends he's okay, but you should see, oh
Him in bed late at night, he's petrified
*I really don't think you know
Take me out and finish this waste of a life
*your life is far from worthless
Everyone gather around for a show
*Tyler it's not tine for you to go
Watch as this man disappears as we know
Do me a favor and try to ignore
As you watch him fall through a blatant trapdoor
*I'll pick you up off the floor
*Dust yourself off and try again
*We grow stronger every second
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah!
*hold on Tyler, I'm not letting you go
Oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
*you say your life is worthless
*I say your life is a miracle
Take me out and finish this waste of life
Everyone gather around for a show
*I'm not gonna watch you kill yourself
*in front of all these clueless faces
Watch as this man disappears as we know
Do me a favor and try to ignore
When you watch him fall through a blatant trapdoor
*nobody cares unless yo pretty or dying
'Cause nobody knows he's alive
The air begins to feel a little thin
As I start the car and then I begin
To add the miles piled up behind me
I can barely feel a smile deep inside me
*you've fallen into the depths of your *deepest darkest parts of yo mind
And I began to envy the headlights driving south
I want to crack the door so I can just fall out
But then I remember when you packed my car
You reached in the back and buckled up your heart
For me to drive away with
*your not alone so deal with it
I begin to understand why God died
*a player's game, drove them insane
The demon sat there waiting on her porch
It was a little dark so he held a makeshift torch
And when my car was far out of sight
He crept in her room and stayed there for the night
*take him out with a flick of my wrist
And then I felt chills in my bones
The breath I saw was my not own
*possessing you cuz it's obsessed with you
I knew my skin that wrapped my frame
Wasn't made to play this game
Then I saw him, torch in hand
He laid it out, what he had planned
And then I said, "I'll take the grave
Please just send them all my way."
*Tyler took everyone's demons
, *and made them his own
And then I felt chills in my bones
The breath I saw was not my own
I knew my skin that wrapped my frame
Wasn't made to play this game
*I stole the demons from Tyler
*and made them all my own
*then I realized it was Nico
Then I saw him, torch in hand
He laid it out, what he had planned
And then I said, "I'll take the grave
Please just send them all my way."
*No send them my way cuz
*Tyler needs a life long break
I begin to understand why God died
*my demons possess me one by one
*let's have a little fun
The air begins to feel a little thin
As we're waiting for the morning to begin
But for now you told me hold this jar
And when I looked inside I saw it held your heart
For me to walk away with
*Tyler is fighting against himself
I begin to understand why God died
*im making myself to be a sacrifice
*WILL YOU TWO QUIT IT
*Nico how about you shut it
*FUCK CLANCY YOU ARE BECOMING A PAIN IN MY BRAIN
*Well, I know I'm very useful at times, cuz I'm still the lead singer
*Clancy is definitely on something
*I'm on space you coward, omfg the cowards actually did it. WE DID IT
*Both of y'all need to can it, if you mention twenty one pilots ONE MORE TIME, Your going to regret it
*Nico did you know, that we are twenty one pilots AND SO ARE U
*Clancy your asking for it!!!
*Yes um can I get a Big Mac with extra cheese and with a side of fries
*I'm disowning you guys tomorrow by the way, you both are sassy humans
*Oh fuck I love that name, it suits me so well
*IZZY, YOUR THE REASON THAT
1. Tyler got saved
2. Clancy is acting up
And 3. That I can't torture ANYONE
*Oh I know, this is my mission, so scuse me while I sing to the sky
*Izzy and Clancy, you are both BANISHED TO DEMAS DARK UNIT, THE DEEP DARK PARTS OF ONE'S MIND
*oh lovely I'm in for a good time
*hey Keons can you escort these cowards to Unit C
*how about you shove Unit C up your ass
*KEONS! Do you wanna go too
*I need 3 off duty bishops to escort these 3 cowards to Unit C deep inside DEMA
*...... IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP
I wanna fall inside your ghost
And fill up every hole inside my mind
And I want everyone to know
That I am half a soul divided
*sometimes I wanna die
*some days I wanna fly
Sometimes we will die
And sometimes we will fly away
Either way, you're by my side
Until my dying days
And if I'm not there and I'm far away
I said, don't be afraid
I said, don't be afraid
We're going home
*falling into our darkest demons
I wanna strip myself of breath
A breathless piece of death I've made for you
A mortal rotting piece of song
Will help me carry on
*We Did It! We Did it!
But at least you heard
*some days the word needs to be heard
Sometimes we will die
And sometimes we will fly away
Either way, you're by my side
Until my dying days
And if I'm not there and I'm far away
I said, don't be afraid
I said, don't be afraid
We're going home
*fly me to the moon
*fly me into space
*into the universe inside of us
So the hearse ran out of gas, a passenger person grabbed a map
And the driver inside it contrived a new route to save the past
And checked his watch and grabbed a cab, a beautifully plain taxi cab
The cab had a cleared out back and two men started to unpack
*driving into my destiny
Driving once again, but now this time there were three men
*the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
And then I heard one of them say, "I know the night will turn to gray
I know the stars will start to fade when all the darkness fades away
*Lord, please take my sickness away
We had to steal him from his fate so he could see another day."
And then I cracked open my box, someone must have picked the lock
A little light revealed the spot where my fingernails had fought
Then I pushed it open more, pushing up against the door
Then I sat up off the floor and found the breath I was searching for
There they were, three men up front, all I saw were backs of heads
*Telling us to go to bed
And then I asked, "am I alive and well, or am I dreaming dead?"
Then one turned around to say, "We're driving toward the morning sun
*falling towards our destiny's
*we are the chosen ones
Where all your blood is washed away and all you did will be undone."
*God will forgive thy sins
I said, don't be afraid
I said, don't be afraid
*It's Izzy, your lovely damaged coward
So basically Trapdoor is about suicide, obviously, but noone noticed unless there dying or if there "popular or normal" so he talks about him faking a smile and is being tortured by demons none knows or believes about, so he feels like noone cares about him. Or wouldn't notice if he's gone. Nobody would care. He'd do anything he can to kill himself, but something stops him. I believe this guy is Tyler, in A Car, A Torch, A Death is about Tyler sacrifices himself so the demons torture him instead of everybody else. And he wants to take everyone's pain away. (I relate on a personal level).. Taxi Cab is about The Father, The Son && The Holy Spirit (as the 3 men) trying to save Tyler from himself, Tyler questioning his faith, and He says to trust him. Basically God calling out Tyler.
*Hello and Welcome to the Izzy && Clancy Show in your lovely prison hole of darkness, Dema has my soul now, he drained the little of the sanity I had left. He twisted and tortured my mind, my demons are intensified and I'm slowly dying but I'm used to this hell. It's became so close that now it's my friend cuz I'm Izzy and imma fight till I die
*I'm Clancy, I'm the damaged coward, I have a past in the deep pits of Dema, in between here and Trench. But I tried to save Nico and Trench but who's here to save Dema,??
*Hello is there a Clancy in here?
*No there's just a Clancy in here
*Izzy shut it.
*dont ask if you don't want to know
*oh so your the coward who "saves helps and care for people obsessively and has been thru hell trauma rock bottom pain and darkness? Are you the trouble maker that Nico sent up here for punishment and has a sassy mouth to cover up your pain??"
*Yes Why?
*your the reason Clancy was acting out of character. Right?
*WOULD YOU GET TO THE FUCKING POINT?!!!
*because you are a higher level and at risk troubled, high maintenance, and critically insane girl who is Nico's copy?
*Hi I'm Clancy and I love to listen to Tyler and Josh all day, WHY THE HELL YOU WANT ME FOR?
*because we are shutting down Trench completely, which means a lot of deaths. And Nico will be taking care of Dema
*Can you save my heavy dirty soul, hey Clancy I think Mr Misty Eye is really Keons
*BOTH OF YOU ARE WORTHLESS PRICES OF TRASH
*aww thank u I love compliments
*CAN WE HAVE A CELL CHANGE PLEASE TO SEPERATE IZZY AND CLANCY AND FORBID THEM TO TALK OR BE NEAR EACHOTHER,,??
*Excusee me could you please leavee?
*Want me to put you in the chair?
*ohhhhh yayuhhhh hey Clancy I need to get back to reality. I'm here OK. In Trench we're not alone. And in Dema you got God and me okay. I'll be watching you this whole time. Okay. Be safe and cautious my love.
*love you too
*CLANCY CUT THE SHIT, WHERE'S NICO
*uh he went with Keons to the control room
*you'll be dead by morning, mark my words
*Stay Alive Clancy, Stay Alive
______________
Open the slits in your face and start your day
You don't have much time to make your slits look just right
I'm in your mind
I'm singing
I'm in your mind
*it's a precious crime
I'm singing la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da
Look in the mirror and ask your soul if you're alright
*I don't recognize who I see
Put on the glitter that your soul hides behind
You're in my mind
I'm singing
You're in my mind
*I'm busy running and hiding
I'm singing la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da
*your life matters and your feelings are valid
Know you were made holy
Open up your eyes and see
The clouds above will hold you
The clouds above will sing
*God's got you, were in for better news
And in your mind
You're singing la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da-da
*would y'all just listen to me for one second, I'm making an announcement
That Nico, is in fact, Blurryface,
He's been lying to y'all since the beginning, and we went to the Regionals who didn't know who they were
I popped all vessel in Blurryfaces eye and the rest of him, so everything became blurry. And he got the name Blurry face cuz he tried to hide his face cuz he didn't want anyone to see his pain. And that's why Nico hates me so much. And Izzy was in charge.
I fucked up Trench and Dema cuz of the war between me and Nico and Izzy was trying to fix it. So Nico found some bishops and turned everyone against me
But can we stick together. Cuz we're a team. Let's stop tearing eachother down and start lifting eachother up. Okay. This is word from Izzy. And me, The One and Only, Clancy
*AHEM! What are u doing in the headquarters CLANCY
*I don't know Nico, I came back from Dema and my braincells are all gone which means.. I'm thinking out of my ass
*Clancy STOP, YOU RATTED ME OUT AND EXPOSED ME
*oh did I? Hmmmm I think you exposed yourself sweetheart
*FUCK CLANCY THIS IS BLACKMAIL, come on Nico breathe....
*I haven't eaten, slept or functioned since I got sent to the hole, I torture and kill myself everyday BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU
*Clancy, your my adopted brother. And you were right about everything. I'm not in charge here. This is what's inside one's mind. So basically Tyler and Izzy are in charge.
*Nico your making me tear up. Can we made a truce?
*In Trench we're not alone, but this is Self Titled Era. But it does connect to Trench
*Truce, let's sing to the sky, and ONE THING IS YOU HAVE TO LEAVE TYLER ALONE!
*Let's Sing To The Sky
Now is the climax to the story
That gives the demons and angels purpose
They fly around while we are
Walking and mold our emotions
Just to please them
*we live in our minds, far away from here
I am cold, can you hear?
I will fly with no hope, no fear
And the ground taunts my wings
as I sing, plummet as I sing
*how can we be so clueless
All we are is an isle of flightless birds
We find our worth in giving birth, and stuff
We're lining our homes against winding roads
And we think the going is tough
We pick songs to sing, remind us of things that nobody cares about
And honestly, we're probably more suicidal than ever now
*it's about the stuff we take advantage of the most
If you decide to live by what you think's wrong and what's right
Believe me, you'll begin to wish you were sleeping
*get away from this intoxicated reality
Your weeping will creep in your head and you'll cry
But if we wake up every morning and decide what we believe
We can take apart our very heart and the light will set us free
*we've become so used to the bad
*that we don't know how to process the good
I am cold, can you hear?
I will fly with no hope, no fear
And the ground taunts my wings
Plummet as I sing, plummet as I
*so excuse me while I sing to the sky
I am cold, can you hear?
I will fly with no hope, no fear
And the ground taunts my wings
Plummet as I sing, plummet as I
*get rid of what's tearing us down
How frustrating, and so degrading, His time, we're wasting
And time will fly by and the sky will cry as light is fading
*the world we continue escaping
And He is waiting, oh so patiently
While we repeat the same routine as we will please comfortability
*only God can part the seas
And please think about why you can't sleep in the evening
And please don't be afraid of what your soul is really thinking
*reality interrupts your dreaming
Your soul knows good and evil, your soul knows both sides
And it's time you pick your battles, and I promise you this is mine (I promise you)
*I'll be standing forever by your side
*We will stand and we will fight!
*Ain't nobody dying tonight
*if I were to die tomorrow, could anyone care, would anyone notice? Will darkness consume me forever, will I always be imprisoned in my minds fucked up and twisted world. I would personally not give a hell if I died tomorrow
*WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN HERE! ARE YOU GUYS DECIDING THE SYSTEM AGAIN
*No I wasn't, I was talking to Mr Misty Eye about me committing suicide
*Is that so, you still have court and if you lose you'll get the death sentence anyway so, yeah, go ahead with that brilliant plan of yours
*NICO STOP! Clancy doesn't need anymore of your shit
*okay Izzy, I'll see u in court honey
---24 hours later
*ORDER IN THE COURT, SILENCE!
*Is it true Nico that you tortured and mentally killed and murdered, Mr Clancy, Ms Izzy, and all the bishops that were assigned to you?
*Yes that is correct, but Izzy and Clancy were jacking up the system and they reset all the programs.
*Mr Nicholas, your not answering my question
*Yes I did, but both of them were hijacking all the system functions, Izzy trained Clancy to save the world but also taught him to act out, so I had to keep them secluded and sedated before anything else went wrong.
*Thank you sir, next witness please
*Ms Izzy, did you or did you not hijack the system?
*yes I did sir, but it was for a good reason, Nico was torturing all of Dema and all of Trench and brainwashed everyone to follow his orders and me and Clancy were on a secret mission to stop the possession and murdering of one's mind, Dema is the system of the mind, my mind and Trench is the kingdom of darkness, it used to not be that way but you can give all the credit to Nico over there for fucking everything up
*Thank u Izzy, next witness please
*Mr Clancy, did you or did you not, disobey the orders of your unit?
*well what happened was, I fell asleep and I was trying to escape reality and get detached from my mind, but I ended up prisoner and Izzy was the only one who stayed and helped me, Nico was being a copy and he only started malfunctioning when he loses his power, and he used his power for evil
*is it true that it was Izzy's idea to shut down Dema's headquarters?
*yes sir that is correct.
*thank u sir
*OBJECTION! Clancy had no fault in this, the demons belong to ME
*Izzy sit down!
*order in the court
*OH NICO I'M GOING TO BURN YOU AND YOUR CASTLE OF SHIT TO THE GROUND, WE'VE HAD ENOUGH, NICO MURDERED MY MIND AND CLANCY'S AS WELL, I WILL FUCK YOU UP SO BAD THAT YOU'LL BE DEAD BY THE TIME YOU WAKE UP FROM MY BLACKOUT, I WILL TORTURE YOU LIKE YOU TORTURED ALL OF US
*Izzy one more outburst and y'all be put in holding
*OH OK HAVE FUN WITH THAT JUDGE JUDY
*IZZY! DO NOT SPEAK UNLESS YOU'VE BEEN SPOKEN TOO
*LEAVE HER ALONE!
*Clancy, you need to stay in your lane, boy
*I'LL GO WHERE I WANT TO
*Order Order, EVERYBODY QUIET
* -whispers to Keons- I think Nico needs to stay in his lane, boy, haha
*WHAT?! ONE MORE SARCASTIC REMARK FROM EITHER ONE OF YOU
*look at Misty Eye with that judge accent, oh no, set me freeee
*Clancy and Izzy, I know you both can't wait to leave, but hold yourselves together
*Nicholas, is it true you stole Tyler's car radio
*Yes sir it is, but he was also hijacking the system
*members of the jury have you reached your verdict?
*yes we have your honor
*we find Nicholas Birbarki, guilty as charged and he will face a 20 year sentence in Maximum Security Prison in Unit D
*uh excuse me, you spelled his last name wrong
*SILENCE!
*we find Clancy, innocent and he will be released from DEMA. First thing in the morning
*we find Izzy, charged with the "System Malfunction" but is innocent on all other charges and will be released from Unit D first thing in the morning
*we find Keons innocent and will also be released from Dema first thing in the morning
*COURT IS ADJOURNED
*We Will Stay Alive! We Did It!!!
*okay so this is Izzy again, thank you for reading this story that I worked really hard on. Again I put the aspects of Trench into this cuz this album has a lot to do with Trench. Even tho Trench is many eras ahead of now. So I forgot lol. Sorry, these might not be all correct but I am doing all of them from my perspective, like the Kitchen Sink theory. Ya get me, so in Isle of Flightless Birds Tyler is referring to our body, our society, our world, and our reality not working unless we work together, like how the 6 senses wouldn't function without one another, in society people tearing eachother down and we need to work as one and build eachother up not tear eachother down. In our world one player can't function without the other and in our reality, parts of the mind not functioning and misperception of reality cuz we are covering it all up with false happiness and numbing our pain. So it took me awhile to complete this and j will be doing one for each twenty one pilots album. I will be doing Regional At Best next. It's almost 1 am and I need to take my medication soon. I'm Insane. No it's not a metaphor. Lol if u wanna read more about me than you can look on my wiki "Parts Of My Life Story -TRIGGER WARNING-" I really am obsessed with Clancy, Clifford, and Ned for some reason. Even tho -again- are in the Trench Era. I love doing stuff like this cuz it gives me a purpose in life. And I don't have a lot of them. Just remember that I am with you. Even tho I help to much, no matter what it takes I will be there. I know it's kinda corny to insert me in the story but fuck it I did it anyway. I can relate to a lot of there songs. And Josh is just as important as Tyler. Without one there is no other. So y'all have a blessed night my loves, y'all deserve the world, if any of you need me I am here. Feel free to message me. And I will help in be there in anyway I can. Stay Alive Frens💛💚____, and I'm not sure of Josh and Tyler will ever see this. But I want them to know that they are beautiful creatures inside and out.
I may not be correct in most of this buy I tried. Don't forget to Stay Alive ||=//
-Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez🥀💛💚
About Self Titled:
Twenty One Pilots is the self-titled debut studio album by American band Twenty One Pilots, released independently on December 29, 2009. The album sold 115,000 copies[1]and peaked at number 139 on the U.S. Billboard 200.[2] It is the only album to feature bassist Nick Thomas and drummer Chris Salih before they both left the band in 2011.[3][4][5]