About Me; Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez

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Short Version: ♡🥀ιᴢᴢу22.AlwaysBeenAғᴇᴍᴀʟᴇx ♡ɪ❤️&ᴍɪssᴍʏsᴏɴLilToniᴍᴀʀᴛɪɴᴇᴢ ♡ʀɪᴘ2; ᴋɪᴍᴏʟɪᴠᴀʀᴇz(ᴀʙᴜsɪᴠᴇғɪᴀɴᴄᴇ) ᴊᴇʀᴇᴍʏ&ɪsʜᴍᴀᴇʟʙᴀʀᴀᴢ ɢʀᴀɴᴅᴘᴀʜᴀʀᴏʟD Roxy(Dog) ᴋᴇʀᴀᴀɴᴅʀᴇᴡs(ʀᴏoᴍɪᴇ) ᴊᴜᴀɴᴛᴏʀʀᴇᴢ(1ofMyᴀʙᴜsᴇʀs) ᴍᴀᴍᴀʟɪsᴀ(1oғMʏFᴏsᴛᴇʀPᴀʀᴇɴᴛs) ᴅᴀᴅ(ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ/AʙᴜsᴇᴅMᴇIɴAʟʟWᴀʏs) ɢʀᴀɴᴅᴍᴀsᴀʀᴀʜ ♡ɪʜᴀᴠᴇᴏᴠᴇʀ10+ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟɪʟʟɴᴇssᴇs ʙɪʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄᴀsᴇxᴜᴀʟ sтαуѕтяσηɢвαттℓєѕᴄαяᴢ.ɢᴏᴅ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ24/7ғʀᴏᴍ2001-2018.ʙяσкєηɴᴅᴀᴍᴀɢᴇᴅ.ʀɪᴘ2ᴍᴇ.sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇʀ ᴠᴏᴄᴀʟs&ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ@ʙʀ0ᴋ3ɴʀ0ᴢ3ᴢ.ʀ3ᴄ0ᴠ3ʀʏ.ɪ❤️ᴍ0ᴍ,ᴛʏʟᴇʀJᴏsᴇᴘʜ&Eminemǫᴜᴇᴇɴ0ғᴊᴜᴘɪᴛ3ʀ.ᴡ3ɪʀᴅ. sɪɴɢᴇʀ.ᴀᴄᴛᴏʀ.ᴡʀɪᴛ3ʀ.ᴀᴄᴇ8ɪᴛᴏᴜᴛ🥀 ᴜɴᴏᴛᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.ɪᴍᴀᴋᴇ ғɪʟᴍs,ᴍᴜsɪᴄ,ᴠʟᴏɢs,sʜᴏʀᴛsᴇʀɪᴇs ♡ɪ'ᴍʜᴇʀᴇ4ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ1 SoberSince 9•18•2018 ♡Lyf BeatxSearch4_Surviving My Mind_Trippz2iLL ♡ I'mHere2ChangeTheWorldxIWanna save,help,fix,care4every1 ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ 🔥🖤IxNoxRockBottomxHellxTraumaxPain&DarknessFromTop2Bottom |Insecure|Inzane| |Alien🥀🌙 iiObsessivlyHelpOthers|FUCKLOVExFEELINGSxTRUSTN01x🌈 RememberWhatUFighting4TakeCareOfYoself IDeadUpAllNightGotNoShuteyeBloodshotGetSomeSleepOk🥀🌷🌈🦋 🥀ιzzу22xBornAGirlxBiro-Asexual ♡LilToni&M0M.Trauma24/7_2001-2018. SтαуѕтяσηgвαттℓєѕcαяzxGODxBяσкєη YoLifeMatters Surv!v3rxImHere4AllOfU R3c0v3ry🌙 🔥🥀♡☆ızzy|2̷2|вıяσαsєxυαł.ƒємαłє|yσ.єησυgн|тяαυмα24/7_2001-2018|ıмнєяє4αłł|тнıs2sнαłłραss|♡☆🦋🖤 🥀🖤ɪᴢᴢʏ22ʙɪAsexualGirlxʜᴇʀᴇ4ᴀʟʟ|ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ24/7_2001-2018|IHaveOver10Mentalxillnesses|ᴀʟɪᴇɴ|ɪɴᴢᴀɴᴇ🦋🔥 ♥ 🥀ιzzу22xFemale LilAnthony.BiRomantic-A sexualGirlSтαуѕтяσηgвαттℓєѕcαяz.GOD.Trauma24/7_2001-2018.BяσкєηDamaged.Surviver.Vocals&;Creator@Br0k3nR0z3z.R3c0v3ry.RIP2Me.2CaringBlunt.i♡PeteWentz/TylerJoseph.i♡M0m🥀 {Contact Me:} Instagram: 🥀Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez🥀 My Facebook: Angelique Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez My Email: daveycoverdale@gmail.com/crowdgoeswild86@hotmail.com My Youtube(s): Angelique x Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez (TwistedMetal411) Alisa Alvarez (NewOrder1868) My Snapchat: iSleepiex19 __thats where you can find me cx🥀❤️ Stay Alive. && Be You, Cuz Your A Somebody. x I'm Here To Change The World, The Universe, && I'm Here To Make A Difference, I wanna save, help, fix, care, be there, support everyone and everything. One Day At A Time, You Matter Your Important, You Have A Purpose, Your Enough, Your Worth It, Your Someone, Don't Let Anyone Dim Your Shine, Remember What Yo Fighting For, Thank You For Existing. I Know Rock Bottom, Hell & Back, Trauma, Pain && Darkness From Top To Bottom, Stay Alive. I Love Helping Others, I Don't Know Who The Hell I Am. But I Am Here. Spread Good Around, Not Evil. Take Care Of Yourselves.🥀🖤💛 L0ADiiNG; ██████]99% System Malfunction; Errors: Brain Possession, Sanity Loss, Mind Damage, Overthinking, Too High Maintenance, Loss Of One's Mind, and Killing OfOnesSelf Slowly. ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ ࿇ ══━━━━✥◈✥━━━━══ ࿇ ࿇ ══━━━━✥◈✥━━━━══ ࿇ ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ Yᵒᵘ Oᶰˡʸ Lᶤᵛᵉ Oᶰᶜᵉ τнänκ чöü♥๖ۣۜǤнσsτ༻ 《ℛιzε》ℛɨᎮ昇 I'm Already Dead, So Leave Me Be, My Love •."Up All Night, Got No Shuteye Sick Of Life,Bloodshot SkiesDon't Tell Me Good morning, Don't Tell Me Good night"-I Own This Song.Get Some Sleep, Ok? Let's Have A Minute In Silence, For The Addict That's Still Suffering🥀🌙🔥 __ hey, contact me if u want : (I don't give out my main number as much_ so these are numbers off of phone apps _yes they can call/text out of region/country) 951-421-0078 Phone Number #2 951-534-5339 Phone Number #3 951-305-0331 Phone Number #4 Email #1: daveycoverdale@gmail.com Email #2: crowdgoeswild86@hotmail.com Email #3: Ms_SweetInsanityyx@outlook.com Email #4: Arielax2sleepie@gmail.com Snapchat: iSleepiex19 Facebook #1: Izzy Ace X Magdalinoz-Martinezz Facebook #2: Angelique x Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez Facebook #3 (rarely in use): Izzy X Ariela Magdalinoz-Martinez Instagram: Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez Tik Tok: Izzy M. Martinez Wattpad: Ms_SweetInsanityyx Long Version: If I were a superhero?? I would save the world. I would make everything ok. I would take care. Be there, support, help, love. Fix, save, care and make everyone happy. Show everyone there worth. And everything there purpose as well. Im Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez Im 21 years old My Superhero: My Mom I love the youtuber; MikeMGTV I know pain I know darkness I know rock bottom I know hell I know trauma I know torture I know death I know i can be there for everyone and everything. 🌈🔥🥀More than 200 people said I "saved there life" and "helped them a lot " But I wanna do more, ya know. I want the world to be happy safe and OK. I'm here 4 all in anyway I possibly can xx 🌈🥀🔥 What do I like about myself?? Tbh idk man. No pity no sympathy no attention But i fucking hate myself The only one i can name is that i help everyone and everything. Obsessivly Stay strong fam. Yo battle aint over yet. Im always here, if u needs me My info Snapchat: isleepiex19 Youtube: twistedmetal411 #: 9514150541 Stay true to u. Ur a miracle. ••Things That Make Me Happy ((: Helping Others Helping Obsessively Showing People There Worth && Purpose Until They Believe It Saving, fixing, helping, caring, supporting, being there for everyone in anyway shape or form I possibly can Making music Making youtube videos [My Channel: TwistedMetal411] Making people happy Making sure everyone is happy, safe and ok My Mom My Unbiological Son, Anthony "Lil Toni" Castillo-Martinez This is another bio. 🌈🥀🔥Updated Biography🔥🥀🌈 ♡🥀ιᴢᴢу22.AlwaysBeenAғᴇᴍᴀʟᴇx ♡ɪ❤️&ᴍɪssᴍʏsᴏɴLilToniᴍᴀʀᴛɪɴᴇᴢ (Un Biological Son That Was In An Extremely Abusive Foster Home With Me, I took him in when I was homeless (I've been homeless 13 times) I prostituted, got tortured, abused, raped for money to raise Anthony. While Kimberly tortured me 24/7 and also called people in 24/7 to torture me in anyway possible) ♡ʀɪᴘ2; ᴋɪᴍᴏʟɪᴠᴀʀᴇz(ᴀʙᴜsɪᴠᴇғɪᴀɴᴄᴇ) (she tortured me, called people in 24/7 to torture me in anyway possible, she made a false accusation that I gave Anthony drugs. She hung herself in front of me she literally tortured me worse than my "dad") ᴊᴇʀᴇᴍʏ&ɪsʜᴍᴀᴇʟʙᴀʀᴀᴢ (My street partners in crime, they got shot/died in other ways/they died in front of me) ɢʀᴀɴᴅᴘᴀʜᴀʀᴏʟD (my mom's, Father, he passed away a year ago x he had dimemtia and Alzheimer's disease) Roxy(Dog) (our family dog, passed away in my brother's arms she was blind and had liver failure) ᴋᴇʀᴀᴀɴᴅʀᴇᴡs(ʀᴏoᴍɪᴇ) (Kera was my roommate at a treatment center called "Valley Star CRT; The Stay" she passed away and I heard the news from my ex friend friend x I've been in an out of placements most of my life, from 2011-2018 I had no stable home ) ᴊᴜᴀɴᴛᴏʀʀᴇᴢ(1ofMyᴀʙᴜsᴇʀs) (He was one of my main abusers (tortured me to death in anyway possible) he was also one of my drug dealers) ᴍᴀᴍᴀʟɪsᴀ(1oғMʏFᴏsᴛᴇʀPᴀʀᴇɴᴛs) (so I've been in 3 foster homes and 2 out of the 3 were extremely deathly abusive, she had mental illness problems, autism and alzheimer's disease, I took care of her as my own, she killed herself) ᴅᴀᴅ(ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ/AʙᴜsᴇᴅMᴇIɴAʟʟWᴀʏs) (I don't consider him my father, he abused me from age 4 (2001) till he passed away of a heart attack in (2011), he would torture me secretly on our "Father-Daughter Trips" ɢʀᴀɴᴅᴍᴀsᴀʀᴀʜ (My Mom's, Mother) ♡ɪʜᴀᴠᴇᴏᴠᴇʀ10+ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟɪʟʟɴᴇssᴇs *Bipolar. Schizo-affective. PTSD. ADHD. OCD. (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) O.DD (Oppositional Defiant Disorder) Autism. Insomnia. Anorexia. Anxiety. Depression. Attachment Disorder. Borderline Personality Disorder. Multiple Personality Disorder Severe Brain Damage. Narcolepsy. Dissociative Identity Fugue. Critically/Clinically Insane x Been known as the Highest Case In The System Of California *215 Mental Hospitals *Been on Every single medication for mental health there is (different dosages, combinations, kinds) ʙɪʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄᴀsᴇxᴜᴀʟ (I Don't Date x) sтαуѕтяσηɢвαттℓєѕᴄαяᴢ.ɢᴏᴅ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ24/7ғʀᴏᴍ2001-2018.ʙяσкєηɴᴅᴀᴍᴀɢᴇᴅ.ʀɪᴘ2ᴍᴇ.sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇʀ ᴠᴏᴄᴀʟs&ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ@ʙʀ0ᴋ3ɴʀ0ᴢ3ᴢ.ʀ3ᴄ0ᴠ3ʀʏ.ɪ❤️ᴍ0ᴍ,ᴛʏʟᴇʀJᴏsᴇᴘʜ&Eminem ǫᴜᴇᴇɴ0ғᴊᴜᴘɪᴛ3ʀ.ᴡ3ɪʀᴅ. sɪɴɢᴇʀ.ᴀᴄᴛᴏʀ.ᴡʀɪᴛ3ʀ.ᴀᴄᴇ8ɪᴛᴏᴜᴛ🥀 ᴜɴᴏᴛᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.ɪᴍᴀᴋᴇ ғɪʟᴍs,ᴍᴜsɪᴄ,ᴠʟᴏɢs,sʜᴏʀᴛsᴇʀɪᴇs ♡ɪ'ᴍʜᴇʀᴇ4ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ1 SoberSince 9•18•2018 ♡Lyf BeatxSearch4_Surviving My Mind_Trippz2iLL ♡ I'mHere2ChangeTheWorldxIWanna save,help,fix,care4every1 ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ 🔥🖤IxNoxRockBottomxHellxTraumaxPain&DarknessFromTop2Bottom |Insecure|Inzane| |Alien🥀🌙 iiObsessivlyHelpOthers|FUCKLOVExFEELINGSxTRUSTN01x🌈 RememberWhatUFighting4TakeCareOfYoself IDeadUpAllNightGotNoShuteyeBloodshotGetSomeSleepOk🥀🌷🌈🦋 My Alt Numbers :: 951-421-0078 Phone Number #2 951-534-5339 Phone Number #3 951-305-0331 Phone Number #4 My Socials: Snapchat: isleepiex19 Facebook #1: Izzy Ace X Magdalinoz-Martinezz Facebook #2: Angelique x Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez Instagram: Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez Tik Tok: Izzy M. Martinez Youtube: TwistedMetal411 Wattpad: Ms_SweetInsanityyx Tumblr: Trippz2iLL2Ace8ItOut Email #1: daveycoverdale@gmail.com Email #2: crowdgoeswild86@hotmail.com Email #3: Ms_SweetInsanityyx@outlook.com Email #4: InsanitysBelovedXO@gmail.com Email #5: Arielax2Sleepie@gmail.com Main #: 951-415-0541 🌈🥀🔥Thank You 4 Being Alive && Continuing To Fight When U Wanted To Stop Trying. You Have Purpose x ~Izzy M. Martinez🔥🥀🌈 💓💜💙💚🖤💛I'm Here 4 All, In Anyway I Possibly Can x I'm here to save the universe and everyone in it x💚🖤💛💙💜💓 🌈🥀🔥Old Version🔥🥀🌈 🥀ιzzу22.i❤️&MissMySonAnthonyMartinez.RIP2KimberlyOlivarez,RIP2JeremyBaraz&IshmaelBaraz.RIPGrandpaHarold.RIPKeraAndrews. RIPJuanTorrez, RIPMamaLisa (One 0f My Foster Parents) RIPDad (Tortured/Abused Me In All Ways),RIPGrandmaSarah (My Mom's Mom) Biromantic-Asexual.Sтαуѕтяσηg.вαттℓєѕcαяz.GOD.TraumaSinceAge4TillJuly2018.Occuring24/7.BяσкєηNDamaged.RIP2Me.Surviver.Vocals&Creator@Br0k3nR0z3z.R3c0v3ry.i❤️M0M.i❤️PeteWentz&Tyler Joseph.Queen0fJupit3r.W3ird.Singer.Actor.Writ3r.2Caring.Ace8ItOut.🥀 UrNotAlone. I make movies,Music,freestyles,vlogs,shows,shortseries/films,I'm here4everyone. my solo musician project."Br0k3n R0z3z".All content on this channel owned by me. MyWattpad Ms_SweetInsanityyx (IWroteABook) Lyf Beat [Search4 "Surviving My Mind_Tripp2iLL"] [My Twenty One Pilots Clique Amino Profile: http://aminoapps.com/p/v2eot0 My Username: 🖤Izzy_Is_An_Angel_Too🖤] 💛💛🖤🖤🥀Hi I'm Izzy, Yes I AM A FEMALE THAT IS 10 MONTHS SOBER AND IS A BIROMANTIC ASEXUAL AND I DO NOT DATE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. Stay Alive. && Be You, Cuz Your A Somebody. x I'm Here To Change The World, The Universe, && I'm Here To Make A Difference, I wanna save, help, fix, care, be there, support everyone and everything. One Day At A Time, You Matter Your Important, You Have A Purpose, Your Enough, Your Worth It, Your Someone, Don't Let Anyone Dim Your Shine, Remember What Yo Fighting For, Thank You For Existing. I Know Rock Bottom, Hell & Back, Trauma, Pain && Darkness From Top To Bottom, Stay Alive. I Love Helping Others, I Don't Know Who The Hell I Am. But I Am Here. Spread Good Around, Not Evil. Take Care Of Yourselves.🥀🖤🖤💛💛 L0ADiiNG; ██████████████]99% System Malfunction; Errors: Brain Possession, Sanity Loss, Mind Damage, Overthinking, Too High Maintenance, Loss Of One's Mind, and Killing Of OnesSelf Slowly. ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ ࿇ ══━━━━✥◈✥━━━━══ ࿇ ࿇ ══━━━━✥◈✥━━━━══ ࿇ ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*•ﾟ･*☆¸¸.•*¨*• ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ﾟ･*:.｡*:ﾟ･♡ WARNING: A. My Channel Is A Huge Trigger Warning!!! B. I help everyone and everything obsessively (I am there no matter what, I'm here to be there and help in any way, shape, or form possible. So if you need someone, you can contact me on my socials.) C. I am head over heels OBSESSED with Tyler Joseph && Josh Dun (from the band "twenty one pilots") and they are one of the few reasons I am still alive. Thank You And D. This is very personal content that I post, none of it is for pity, clout, attention, sympathy or clickbait. This is all real. I just wanna make others feel better there not alone. My 1st Email: crowdgoeswild86@hotmail.com My 2nd Email: daveycoverdale@gmail.com 🖤💛🥀Okay, let me tell y'all a lil bit about this channel, if you go to the home page of my channel. You see the featured video is 5 hours long (you DO NOT HAVE TO WATCH THE ENTIRE VIDEO) and it's 25% of my life story, it is a HUGE TRIGGER WARNING! if your sensitive to topics such as suicide, any form of abuse or torture, trauma, mental health, drug and alcohol addiction, rape, self harm, eating disorders, death etc etc.... or if you already have gone or are going thru these things yourself or someone else has I DO NOT suggest watching it.. 🥀💙My Original Films; My Vlogs; And Other Random Stuff💙🥀 *Then We Have The Playlists "Angelique x Izzy's World" Is Basically My Life Story Vlog: Followed By My Previous Placements, My Mental Breakdowns, && Other Shit "ATEMYSANITY AKA I'm Fine, No Light, No Lie": My Original Film Series, VERY TRIGGERING, I Play All Of The Characters, Basically The Story Of A Troubled Women Named Shawna Vandiego, and Her Vlogging Her Shitty Life. "Chandy Gone Crazy; 5 AM": An Original Film Series Of A Damaged & Traumatized Girl Named Chandlier Stan Madina or Chandy for short "Insesting The Illusion": An Original Film Series About A Mentally Ill Girl Named Stevie Xencell "In The Name Of Love" An Old Series I Made About Too Kids April and Tommy "Death House": An Old Series I Made Before I Went Away To Treatment To A Level 14 Residential Treatment Center In Utah "Hell Pitch": A Series Of Some Of My Own Poems & Stories "Izzy Magdalinoz's Vlog:" Title Speaks For Itself "Man At Work": An Old Series I Made Back In 2011/2012 About Divorce and Failed Relationships "NewOrder1868 (My 2nd Youtube Channel)": Self Explanatory "My Tyler Joseph Tributes": My Tributes for the lead singer of 21Pilots, Tyler Joseph. Videos Range from 30-40 Minutes to 1 to 2 hours. "Izzy Magdalinoz, Random Stuff": Old Inappropriate Videos I Made Awhile Back 🖤🎶My Music🎶🖤 My Solo Musician Project; Br0k3n R0z3z; I freestyle sing and freestyle rap, write, and make original songs, play a little piano and make beats "Album #1: Trippz2iLL2Ace8ItOut": Focuses On My Traumatic Past && How I've Been Dealing With It "Album #2: RedSunNumberNone": Overcoming My Demons "Album #3: Hello Mr Sky, Do I Know You": Me Questioning My Life && My Reason In This Life "Album #4: Breathe, Please": A Dark Album About My Mental Health && My Past "Album #5: Tributes 4 My Broskiis": Songs Dedicated To My Loved Ones "Album #6: Nowhere2BeSeen; Struggling Yet Surviving": My Recovery🥀💛🖤 ━━━━▣━━◤◢━━▣━━━━━ ━━━━▣━━◤◢━━▣━━━━━ ━━━━▣━━◤◢━━▣━━━━━ Yᵒᵘ Oᶰˡʸ Lᶤᵛᵉ Oᶰᶜᵉ τнänκ чöü♥ ๖ۣۜǤнσsτ༻ 《ℛιzε》 ℛɨᎮ昇 I'm Already Dead, So Leave Me Be, My Love .•♫•♬•♬•♫•..•♫•♬•♬•♫•. .•♫•♬•♬•♫•..•♫•♬•♬•♫•. "Up All Night, Got No Shuteye Sick Of Life, Bloodshot Skies Don't Tell Me Good morning, Don't Tell Me Good night"-Copyrighted By Me, I Own This Song. Just Get Some Sleep, Okay? Angelique. Is. Not. My. Name call me Izzy, that's what I go by. Ps: Mental Illnesses Are Not A Trend; STOP MAKING THEM TRENDY PEOPLE. It's real fucking shit. Trust NoOne. Haha. I'm the weirdest girl y'all will ever meet. Don't Judge Anyone/Anything Unless You Have Already Walked In There Shoes. You Know My Name, Not My Story. I love my mom to death. She also keeps me alive. She's my world. It's Midnight here. So just stay safe. Goodnight xx ░▒▓█▓▒░░▒▓█▓▒░ ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ﾟ･:*✿ ░▒▓█▓▒░░▒▓█▓▒░ ❢◥ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◆ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◤❢ ❢◥ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◆ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◤❢ .Got love4the streets and all of you. Stay Up Fam x “If Y0u Talk En0ugh S3nc3 Than Youll Lose Y0ur M!nd” #SilenceIzB3tt3rThanBullsh!t🥀 Hi idk what the fuck I'm doing? xx Goodnight my amazing lovelies xx Every Rose Has Its Thorn xx You Grow Stronger Everyday xx Izzy, shut the hell up, your being negative again xx 🖤🥀Fake Smiles All Around🥀🖤 🖤🥀It's A Very Very, Mad World🥀🖤 💛🥀Goodbye Reality, Welcome To Dreamland🥀💛 💛🥀Would Y'all Shut Up, Your Disrupting My Train Of Thought🥀💛 🦋🖤Go To Sleep Izzy, Try Again In The Morning🖤🦋 God Is Good, Amen! Pray For Me, My Love I Miss You Anthony, My AngelEyez I Miss You Izzy, Your Not You Anymore R.I.P xx _ xx Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez xx_xx She's Not Dead Physically. __Let's Have A Minute In Silence, For The Addict That's Still Suffering__ 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀 ❢◥ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◆ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◤❢ ❢◥ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◆ ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ◤❢


🥀ιzzу21.i❤️&MissMySonAnthonyMartinez.RIP2KimberlyOlivarez,RIP2JeremyBaraz&IshmaelBaraz.RIPGrandpaHarold.RIPKeraAndrews. RIPJuanTorrez, RIPMamaLisa (One 0f My Foster Parents) RIPDad (Tortured/Abused Me In All Ways),RIPGrandmaSarah (My Mom's MddTom) Biromantic-Asexual.Sтαуѕтяσηg.вαттℓєѕcαяz.GOD.TraumaSinceAge4TillJuly2018.Occuring24/7.BяσкєηNDamaged.RIP2Me.Surviver.Vocals&Creator@Br0k3nR0z3z.R3c0v3ry.i❤️M0M.i❤️PeteWentz&Tyler Joseph.Queen0fJupit3r.W3ird.Singer.Actor.Writ3r.2Caring.Ace8ItOut.🥀 UrNotAlone. I make movies,Music,freestyles,vlogs,shows,shortseries/films,I'm here4everyone. my solo musician project."Br0k3n R0z3z".All content on this channel owned by me. MyWattpad Ms_SweetInsanityyx (IWroteABook)
Lyf Beat [Search4 "Surviving My Mind_Tripp2iLL"]
[My Twenty One Pilots Clique Amino Profile: http://aminoapps.com/p/v2eot0 
My Username: 🖤Izzy_Is_An_Angel_Too🖤]

💛💛🖤🖤🥀Hi I'm Izzy, Yes I AM A FEMALE THAT IS 10 MONTHS SOBER AND IS A BIROMANTIC ASEXUAL AND I DO NOT DATE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.  Stay Alive. && Be You, Cuz Your A Somebody. x I'm Here To Change The World, The Universe, && I'm Here To Make A Difference, I wanna save, help, fix, care, be there, support everyone and everything.  One Day At A Time, You Matter Your Important, You Have A Purpose, Your Enough, Your Worth It, Your Someone, Don't Let Anyone Dim Your Shine, Remember What Yo Fighting For, Thank You For Existing. I Know Rock Bottom, Hell & Back, Trauma, Pain && Darkness From Top To Bottom, Stay Alive. I Love Helping Others, I Don't Know Who The Hell I Am. But I Am Here. Spread Good Around, Not Evil.  Take Care Of Yourselves.🥀🖤🖤💛💛
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System Malfunction; Errors: Brain Possession, Sanity Loss, Mind Damage, Overthinking, Too High Maintenance, Loss Of One's Mind, and Killing Of OnesSelf Slowly. 
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WARNING: 
A. My Channel Is A Huge Trigger Warning!!! 
B. I help everyone and everything obsessively (I am there no matter what, I'm here to be there and help in any way, shape, or form possible.  So if you need someone, you can contact me on my socials.)
C. I am head over heels OBSESSED with Tyler Joseph && Josh Dun (from the band "twenty one pilots") and they are one of the few reasons I am still alive.  Thank You
And D. This is very personal content that I post, none of it is for pity, clout, attention, sympathy or clickbait.  This is all real.  I just wanna make others feel better there not alone. 
My 1st Email: crowdgoeswild86@hotmail.com
My 2nd Email: daveycoverdale@gmail.com
 🖤💛🥀Okay, let me tell y'all a lil bit about this channel, if you go to the home page of my channel.  You see the featured video is 5 hours long (you DO NOT HAVE TO WATCH THE ENTIRE VIDEO) and it's 25% of my life story, it is a HUGE TRIGGER WARNING! if your sensitive to topics such as suicide, any form of abuse or torture, trauma, mental health, drug and alcohol addiction, rape, self harm, eating disorders, death etc etc.... or if you already have gone or are going thru these things yourself or someone else has I DO NOT suggest watching it.. 
🥀💙My Original Films; My Vlogs; And Other Random Stuff💙🥀
*Then We Have The Playlists
"Angelique x Izzy's World" Is Basically My Life Story Vlog: Followed By My Previous Placements, My Mental Breakdowns, && Other Shit 
"ATEMYSANITY AKA I'm Fine, No Light, No Lie": My Original Film Series, VERY TRIGGERING, I Play All Of The Characters, Basically The Story Of A Troubled Women Named Shawna Vandiego, and Her Vlogging Her Shitty Life. 
"Chandy Gone Crazy; 5 AM": An Original Film Series Of A Damaged & Traumatized Girl Named Chandlier Stan Madina or Chandy for short 
"Insesting The Illusion": An Original Film Series About A Mentally Ill Girl Named Stevie Xencell 
"In The Name Of Love" An Old Series I Made About Too Kids April and Tommy
"Death House": An Old Series I Made Before I Went Away To Treatment To A Level 14 Residential Treatment Center In Utah 
"Hell Pitch": A Series Of Some Of My Own Poems & Stories 
"Izzy Magdalinoz's Vlog:" Title Speaks For Itself 
"Man At Work": An Old Series I Made Back In 2011/2012 About Divorce and Failed Relationships 
"NewOrder1868 (My 2nd Youtube Channel)": Self Explanatory 
"My Tyler Joseph Tributes": My Tributes for the lead singer of 21Pilots, Tyler Joseph.  Videos Range from 30-40 Minutes to 1 to 2 hours.  
"Izzy Magdalinoz, Random Stuff": Old Inappropriate Videos I Made Awhile Back
🖤🎶My Music🎶🖤
My Solo Musician Project; Br0k3n R0z3z; 
I freestyle sing and freestyle rap, write, and make original songs, play a little piano and make beats  
"Album #1: Trippz2iLL2Ace8ItOut": Focuses On My Traumatic Past && How I've Been Dealing With It 
"Album #2: RedSunNumberNone": Overcoming My Demons 
"Album #3: Hello Mr Sky, Do I Know You": Me Questioning My Life && My Reason In This Life
"Album #4: Breathe, Please": A Dark Album About My Mental Health && My Past 
"Album #5: Tributes 4 My Broskiis": Songs Dedicated To My Loved Ones 
"Album #6: Nowhere2BeSeen; Struggling Yet Surviving": My Recovery🥀💛🖤
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Yᵒᵘ Oᶰˡʸ Lᶤᵛᵉ Oᶰᶜᵉ
τнänκ чöü♥
๖ۣۜǤнσsτ༻
《ℛιzε》
ℛɨᎮ昇
I'm Already Dead, So Leave Me Be, My Love 

.•♫•♬•♬•♫•..•♫•♬•♬•♫•.
.•♫•♬•♬•♫•..•♫•♬•♬•♫•.
"Up All Night, Got No Shuteye 
Sick Of Life, Bloodshot Skies
Don't Tell Me Good morning, 
Don't Tell Me Good night"-Copyrighted By Me, I Own This Song.  Just Get Some Sleep, Okay? 

Angelique. Is. Not. My. Name 
call me Izzy, that's what I go by.  
Ps: Mental Illnesses Are Not A Trend; STOP MAKING THEM TRENDY PEOPLE.  It's real fucking shit.  Trust NoOne.  Haha. I'm the weirdest girl y'all will ever meet.  
Don't Judge Anyone/Anything Unless You Have Already Walked In There Shoes.  You Know My Name, Not My Story.  
I love my mom to death.  She also keeps me alive.  She's my world. 
It's Midnight here.  So just stay safe.  Goodnight xx
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.Got love4the streets and all of you. Stay Up Fam x “If Y0u Talk En0ugh S3nc3 Than Youll Lose Y0ur M!nd” #SilenceIzB3tt3rThanBullsh!t🥀
Hi idk what the fuck I'm doing? xx
Goodnight my amazing lovelies xx
Every Rose Has Its Thorn xx
You Grow Stronger Everyday xx
Izzy, shut the hell up, your being negative again xx
🖤🥀Fake Smiles All Around🥀🖤
🖤🥀It's A Very Very, Mad World🥀🖤
💛🥀Goodbye Reality, Welcome To Dreamland🥀💛
💛🥀Would Y'all Shut Up, Your Disrupting My Train Of Thought🥀💛

🦋🖤Go To Sleep Izzy, Try Again In The Morning🖤🦋

God Is Good, Amen! 
Pray For Me, My Love
I Miss You Anthony, My AngelEyez 
I Miss You Izzy, Your Not You Anymore
R.I.P xx _ xx Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez xx_xx She's Not Dead Physically. 
__Let's Have A Minute In Silence, For The Addict That's Still Suffering__
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🥀ιzzу21.i❤️&MissMySonAnthonyMartinez.RIP2KimberlyOlivarez,RIP2JeremyBaraz&IshmaelBaraz.RIPGrandpaHarold.RIPKeraAndrews. RIPJuanTorrez, RIPMamaLisa (One 0f My Foster Parents) RIPDad (Tortured/Abused Me In All Ways),RIPGrandmaSarah (My Mom's Mom) Biromantic-Asexual Girl. Sтαуѕтяσηg.вαттℓєѕcαяz.GOD.TraumaSinceAge4TillJuly2018.Occuring24/7.BяσкєηNDamaged.RIP2Me.Surviver.Vocals&Creator@Br0k3nR0z3z.R3c0v3ry.i❤️M0M.i❤️PeteWentz&Tyler Joseph.Queen0fJupit3r.W3ird.Singer.Actor.Writ3r.2Caring.Ace8ItOut.🥀 UrNotAlone. I make movies,Music,freestyles,vlogs,shows,shortseries/films,I'm here4everyone. my solo musician project."Br0k3n R0z3z".All content on this channel owned by me. 

💛💛🖤🖤🥀Hi I'm Izzy, Yes I AM A FEMALE THAT IS 10 MONTHS SOBER AND IS A BIROMANTIC ASEXUAL AND I DO NOT DATE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.  Stay Alive. && Be You, Cuz Your A Somebody. x I'm Here To Change The World, The Universe, && I'm Here To Make A Difference, I wanna save, help, fix, care, be there, support everyone and everything.  One Day At A Time, You Matter Your Important, You Have A Purpose, Your Enough, Your Worth It, Your Someone, Don't Let Anyone Dim Your Shine, Remember What Yo Fighting For, Thank You For Existing. I Know Rock Bottom, Hell & Back, Trauma, Pain && Darkness From Top To Bottom, Stay Alive. I Love Helping Others, I Don't Know Who The Hell I Am. But I Am Here. Spread Good Around, Not Evil.  Take Care Of Yourselves.🥀🖤🖤💛💛
L0ADiiNG; 
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System Malfunction; Errors: Brain Possession, Sanity Loss, Mind Damage, Overthinking, Too High Maintenance, Loss Of One's Mind, and Killing Of OnesSelf Slowly. 
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HUGE TRIGGER WARNING: 

I help everyone and everything obsessively (I am there no matter what, I'm here to be there and help in any way, shape, or form possible.  So if you need someone, you can contact me on my socials.). I am head over heels OBSESSED with Tyler Joseph && Josh Dun (from the band "twenty one pilots") and they are one of the few reasons I am still alive.  Thank You . This is very personal content that I post, none of it is for pity, clout, attention, sympathy or clickbait.  This is all real.  I just wanna make others feel better there not alone. 
 🖤💛🥀Okay, let me tell y'all a lil bit about this channel, if you go to the home page of my channel.  You see the featured video is 5 hours long (you DO NOT HAVE TO WATCH THE ENTIRE VIDEO) and it's 25% of my life story, it is a HUGE TRIGGER WARNING! if your sensitive to topics such as suicide, any form of abuse or torture, trauma, mental health, drug and alcohol addiction, rape, self harm, eating disorders, death etc etc.... or if you already have gone or are going thru these things yourself or someone else has I DO NOT suggest watching it.. 
🥀💙My Original Films; My Vlogs; And Other Random Stuff💙🥀
*Then We Have The Playlists
"Angelique x Izzy's World" Is Basically My Life Story Vlog: Followed By My Previous Placements, My Mental Breakdowns, && Other Shit 
"ATEMYSANITY AKA I'm Fine, No Light, No Lie": My Original Film Series, VERY TRIGGERING, I Play All Of The Characters, Basically The Story Of A Troubled Women Named Shawna Vandiego, and Her Vlogging Her Shitty Life. 
"Chandy Gone Crazy; 5 AM": An Original Film Series Of A Damaged & Traumatized Girl Named Chandlier Stan Madina or Chandy for short 
"Insesting The Illusion": An Original Film Series About A Mentally Ill Girl Named Stevie Xencell 
"In The Name Of Love" An Old Series I Made About Too Kids April and Tommy
"Death House": An Old Series I Made Before I Went Away To Treatment To A Level 14 Residential Treatment Center In Utah 
"Hell Pitch": A Series Of Some Of My Own Poems & Stories 
"Izzy Magdalinoz's Vlog:" Title Speaks For Itself 
"Man At Work": An Old Series I Made Back In 2011/2012 About Divorce and Failed Relationships 
"My Tyler Joseph Tributes": My Tributes for the lead singer of 21Pilots, Tyler Joseph.  Videos Range from 30-40 Minutes to 1 to 2 hours.  
"Izzy Magdalinoz, Random Stuff": Old Inappropriate Videos I Made Awhile Back
🖤🎶My Music🎶🖤
My Solo Musician Project; Br0k3n R0z3z; 
I freestyle sing and freestyle rap, write, and make original songs, play a little piano and make beats  
"Album #1: Trippz2iLL2Ace8ItOut": Focuses On My Traumatic Past && How I've Been Dealing With It 
"Album #2: RedSunNumberNone": Overcoming My Demons 
"Album #3: Hello Mr Sky, Do I Know You": Me Questioning My Life && My Reason In This Life
"Album #4: Breathe, Please": A Dark Album About My Mental Health && My Past 
"Album #5: Tributes 4 My Broskiis": Songs Dedicated To My Loved Ones 
"Album #6: Nowhere2BeSeen; Struggling Yet Surviving": My Recovery🥀💛🖤
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Yᵒᵘ Oᶰˡʸ Lᶤᵛᵉ Oᶰᶜᵉ
τнänκ чöü♥
๖ۣۜǤнσsτ༻
《ℛιzε》
ℛɨᎮ昇
I'm Already Dead, So Leave Me Be, My Love 

.•♫•♬•♬•♫•..•♫•♬•♬•♫•.
.•♫•♬•♬•♫•..•♫•♬•♬•♫•.
"Up All Night, Got No Shuteye 
Sick Of Life, Bloodshot Skies
Don't Tell Me Good morning, 
Don't Tell Me Good night"-Copyrighted By Me, I Own This Song.  Just Get Some Sleep, Okay? 

Angelique. Is. Not. My. Name 
call me Izzy, that's what I go by.  
Ps: Mental Illnesses Are Not A Trend; STOP MAKING THEM TRENDY PEOPLE.  It's real fucking shit.  Trust NoOne.  Haha. I'm the weirdest girl y'all will ever meet.  
Don't Judge Anyone/Anything Unless You Have Already Walked In There Shoes.  You Know My Name, Not My Story.  
I love my mom to death.  She also keeps me alive.  She's my world. 
It's Midnight here.  So just stay safe.  Goodnight xx
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.Got love4the streets and all of you. Stay Up Fam x “If Y0u Talk En0ugh S3nc3 Than Youll Lose Y0ur M!nd” #SilenceIzB3tt3rThanBullsh!t🥀
Hi idk what the fuck I'm doing? xx
Goodnight my amazing lovelies xx
Every Rose Has Its Thorn xx
You Grow Stronger Everyday xx
Izzy, shut the hell up, your being negative again xx
🖤🥀Fake Smiles All Around🥀🖤
🖤🥀It's A Very Very, Mad World🥀🖤
💛🥀Goodbye Reality, Welcome To Dreamland🥀💛
💛🥀Would Y'all Shut Up, Your Disrupting My Train Of Thought🥀💛

🦋🖤Go To Sleep Izzy, Try Again In The Morning🖤🦋

God Is Good, Amen! 
Pray For Me, My Love
I Miss You Anthony, My AngelEyez 
I Miss You Izzy, Your Not You Anymore
R.I.P xx _ xx Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez xx_xx She's Not Dead Physically. 
__Let's Have A Minute In Silence, For The Addict That's Still Suffering__
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 (Me) Hi I’m Izzy Magdalinoz 🙂 and I’m here for everyone, I like to help people, I’m sharing this I really don’t care, I wanna help the broken and the hurt, cuz I was in there shoes, here’s my story, part of it actually, a short summed up version, stay strong and keep fighting the battles not over yet.... I’ve been thru traumatic events all my life since I was 4 years old, from abuse, rape, the streets, foster care, shelters, 199 mental hospitals, self harm, I’m a great full recovering addict and alcoholic, my dad died, my mom is my life, homeless 9 times, never had a home , spent life locked away in treatment centers, group homes, crisis centers, foster homes, I’ve been drugged up, almost killed, arrested, I have anger issues, skitzoaffective disorder, bipolar, adhd, ocd , autism, anxiety, depression, insomnia, dissociative identity disorder, I’ve been on mostly all physiactric medications, I’ve had suicide attempts , I’ve been thru a lot , I’ve done a lot , but I’ve rose a kid named Anthony when I was 12, while my drug dealers drugged me up and raped me, my roommate Kimberly is dead , I was in bad situations when I was on the streets, I don’t even know who I am, but this is my story, I don’t care I’m posting it on here, I know it’s personal. But I needed to share this, whoever is reading, u are not alone !!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!Time to get personal, I don’t trust a lot of people, but it’s time to open up, , here’s my WHOLE life story. “Yo, it’s me again, Izzy Magdalinoz, I am a recovering drug addict and alcoholic, I use to forget about my pain, I went to rehabs, I’m 19 years old, my dad died In 2011, but he abused me since I was 4, but I couldn’t tell my mom or he would sell me or kill me, so I had mixed feelings, I was homeless 9 times, out on the streets, getting arrested, in fights, almost been killed, I rose a 9 year old kid named Anthony, he was I an abusive foster home, so me and my motel roommate took him in, I was mentally unstable and unfit so CPS took him away, and I never seen him since, after that Kimberly tried to kill me in my sleep with Ambien , a meth needle and vodka , I woke up in an ER, and she killed herself, I was raped by my drug dealers which also drugged me up , people on the streets, and by someone I don’t wanna talk about, I was in Foster Care a couple times, Angela and Jimmy, a foster home called GPS with staff instead of parents, and with Lisa, I’ve been in 201 mental hospitals, lock down treatment centers, one in Utah called Copper Hills Youth Center, multiple treatment and crisis centers, group homes, rehabs, shelters, the streets, been in car accidents, I’ve been arrested and detained by a lot of cops in Corona, I have anger issues, been kicked out of multiple schools since 7th grade, I’ve attempted suicide over 50 timesX I’ve self harmed on multiple occasions, I have bipolar , depression, anxietyX l, insomnia, skitzoaffective, ptsd, ocd , dissociative identity disorder, attachment disorder, and AutismX , I’ve helped the homeless and people In hospitals, been on mostly all psychiatric medication, I’ve never had a stable home since 2011, now on December of 2017 I’m finally home, I love to help others cus im used to people not caring about me, I have trust issues, im always there to help to care to make sure there ok and I don’t stop, make them feel better, I hide behind a smile, stay strong, the battle isn’t over yet, aye it’s Izzy Magdalinoz, your NOT aloneX this is my story”-IzzyMagdalinoz Hey xx my name is Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez, and I am a drug addicted alcoholic with 1 year clean! I’m 21. I know rock bottom, hell, trauma , pain, and darkness from top to bottom x I’ve been homeless 13 times, 215 mental hospitals , I’ve done mostly every drug, I have a sponsor now!! I’m on step 2 and going to NA meetings every Sunday! I literally read the whole NA basic text book xx I have the NA Big Book as well as everything. I have been thru brutal hell/trauma/torture occurring 24/7 since I was 4, till July 2018. Can we please , have a moment of silence For the addict who still suffers In and out of these rooms Y’all are enough man, my drug dealer moved back into town, and he’s tortured me, I have had over 10 different drug dealers, my drug of choice is meth and herion. I lost my unbiological son , who I met in one Out Of the three foster homes I was in, my deceased ex girlfriend tortured me and made false accusations against me that I gave Anthony drugs, and I had to sell myself , prostitute, get tortured , drugged, abused, raped , almost killed etc etc so I can provide a home for Anthony , I was raising him as my own, I was homeless at the time, again. I failed rehab twice, at Cedar House . And I’ve been to 3 other rehabs. I’ve got a criminal record which has been cleaned after I became an adult . This Is For The Addict Or Alcholic That Might Die Tonight The One Who’s Killing Themselves Or Getting Tortured For Drugs 3 out of the many of my drug dealers. Have tortured me brutally I don’t use to “look cool” I use to numb my pain I first thought it would take my pain away I now have severe brain damage Plus over 10 mental illnesses It was MY CHOICE I remember lying on the side of the street , I lost my mom , I lost my self I lost my life, and I wanted to die I’ve been thru mostly every traumatic thing, experienced mostly it all, and done mostly it all No pity no sympathy no attention ... I have lived and seen death, hell, and I’ve been down this road I’ve been around the block Not saying any of you havnt Cuz I don’t know u #YouKnowMyNameNotMyStory #DontJudge I’m here for all of y’all Y’all are enough and y’all are worth it I’m greatful all of u are alive today And if any of y’all need me, cuz I’m here Feel free to contact me I believe in all of u xx Keep holding on I know it’s hard But I’ll be your hope God; Grant Me The Serenity To Accept The Things I Cannot Change The Courage To Change The Things I Can And The Wisdom To Know The Difference AMEN! Keep Coming Back It Works If U Work It One Day At A Time! Hun i know hell and darkness I know rock bottom and back I know pain and trauma from top to bottom. Im 1 year clean and sober off all drugs and alcohol Fight the fight. Dont let the fight win u. Ive had brutal hell && trauma 24/7 from 4 years old (im 21) till july 2018 I was sleeping under bridges, sidewalks, sides of the street i have been homeless 13 sperate times My problem? I help everyone and everything obsessivly. I got the cops called on me AGAIN today. But your enough Keep fucking shining. Dont let anyone dim your shine. Im here for all yall. -Izzy Magdalinoz-Martinez Dont Judge, Unless You've Walked In There Shoes You Know My Name. Not My Story Its izzy. ;) Thank u for existing. Your doing the besr u can. Stay strong. Im here for u and here to help and be there in anyway shape or form i possibly can. No matter the circumstances. Thank u for everything x IM 1 YEAR SOBER FROM DRUGS AND ALCHOL xIt's been a wild ride my loves. Hey it's izzy. Imma be here for u no matter how much it takes. Cuz your a precious diamond. Just don't give up. Sorry I haven't been replying. It's just I've been going thru shit. Take care of yourself x we will fight we will stand, we will get thru this. Featuring my shitty social skills. Just don't give up alright 💛💛 🥀🖤A Moment Of Silence, For The Addict Who Still Suffers, In And Out Of These Rokms🖤🥀 Cuz basically all 10 + metal illnesses I have plus my past plus my current situation plus all my symptoms of all my diagnosis are multiplied by 10. I've been thru brutal trauma/pain/hell/torture/bad experiences since I was 4 (I'm 21) until July 2018. Occurring 24/7 I've been tortured abused raped almost killed. In 215 mental hospitals. No home from 2011-2018. Homeless 13 times,almost killed, drugged up lost many to death, my dad tortured me, 3 foster homes, many unlocked/locked treatment centers, group homes, shelters, rehabs, residential, been thru MOSTLY every traumatic thing, I have severe brain damage, anorexia, mom is very sick. I help to much. I can't explain what I'm going thru or what's going on. I'm the most high maintaince case in the system. I've attempted suicide over 100 times. Been on all meds /beej thru all sorts of treatment. I have anger self harm. I'm a hardcore addict. No stable home. Ive been tortured/abused/raped/drugged/almost killed most of my life. I'm tell u a little of my life story You all are enough you all are worth it you al matter, your life is not worthless. Hun I know what it's like to hit rock bottom and back several times. I'm here forcing if u need a friend I'll be there for u care for u help support show you your worth. I've been abused raped tortured homeless 13 times 215 mental hospitals bouncing from unlock and locked treatment centers. I've been in residential. My dad tortured me. I've had trauma 24/7 since I was 4 till july 2018 I got my son taken away. I've attempted suicide over 100 times im a recovering drug addict and alcoholic. No home from 2011-2018 I've been abused in all ways several times. I have skitzoaffective bipolar Anorexia ocd ADHD depression anxiety PTSD insomnia autism borderline personality, dissociative identity fued. I've been in rehab. I'm not trying to get attention I'm trying to show that y'all aren't alone. Stay alive OK. You are important to me. I know I just met u. But I'm grateful for your life., LET GO AND LET GOD! Your feelings and life are valid If not today there's always tomorrow. Thank u for existing Stay You, And Believe In Yourself Don't Give Up Now, Yuve Come This Far This is Izzy, and I am a grateful recovering addict. 🖤__Izzy M🥀💚_____________________